swim at uma cousin :)

tadi bru jeaa swim dgn cousin . best gilee doe . hhhahahaa . ramai jugaa laa at situ .  tpi happy giilleee laa . time tgak berenang . ade laa pasangan couple nieh mndi same2 . perhhh , mcm siall jee . boleh main rabe2 pulakk . ta malu kee huh ? bodoe siall . aku dgn cousin aku , berenag tepi die . gf die ckp , you daa laa . budakk tuh nmpak jee . malu la i . baru kau tau malu kann ? ape na jdi laa buddakk zaman skunk . haishh . pelik2 jeaa . org lagi tana bende mcm tuh . die lagi naa . ape siall ? bodoe gilee laa . harap korang semua , tahn nafsu karng yeee . jgn jdi mcm setan . hahhaha . yg pompuan tuh , jgn pulakk na mengatal pulakk . laki ta lebih , kau jgn na lebih2 pulakk . yg laki pulakk , tau na ayt jee kan ? ayt die pulakk , boleh buatt awekk cair . but i'm not like that . hahha . tpi mmg enjoy gilee laa swim tdi . bestt doe . minggu dp na swim lagi laa . hahhah . *mcm budak budak jeaa*  hahha . daa penat daa type . ngantokk pulakk tuh . huhuh .

in memory time orentasi at hostel seksyen 11 :)

time aku form 1 . kene wat orentasi . mmg wajib la kan ? semu bdakk f1 msty kene orantasi right ? exco yg aku dpt mmg spoting gilee . name exco tuh . kak nana and abg yee saw ser . mmg spoting gilee . knangan babe . dpt nametack . but nametack tuh spe yg ilang kene bwk batu , gi skola and mane2 jea . hahha . mmg best gilee , exco semua mmg spoting , caring  gilee arh . lawn dgn budakk aspura mmg best . kene joget , nyanyi  and mcm2 laa . hahhah . aku igt lagi , time obh(operasi brung hantu) perhhhh . mmg takot gilee babi ar . ade sorng budakk boleh ilang pulakk time tuh . mmg seram laa . 1 jam kott carikk . last2 jmpe kat blakang tangki . perhhhh , seram sial . daa la tempat kat situ keras . mmg tkot laa . budaak tuh kate . ade org bawakk dye sampai kat situ . tapi tatau sape . gile seram doe . senior pon daa takot . nasib baik warden ta naik mase tuh . klau tidak mmg exco kena laa kan . arggg . kiteorg semu daa cuakk kott . yela kan , spe ta tkot ade org ilang tim pkl 12 . daa laa main obh pulakk tuh . mmg tkot laa kan . esk tuh aku call mak aku . sbb takut . hahha . lakar gilee . mlm last , kiteorg kene pegi kat dewan besar kat skola . exco bgi kertas and tulis name sape yg kiterg syg . name mak , name ayh and nme *tut tut*  . kiteorg pun tulis laa kan . lps  kiterg ken anta kertas tuh kat exco . nme budakk yg taa anta kertas tuh kene panggil naik pentas and kene mara . hmp , kesian gilee doe . patu exco boleh pulakk bkk lagu sdey . tajuk lagu tuh , alamak daa lupe pulakk .huhuhu , tpi mmg sdey gilee lagu tuh kott . semua nngis . exco tuh pulakk boleh die ltk fone die kat telinga aku . perrrhhhh , mmg aku meraung gilee kat situ . sdey kott . but tuh semua na tgk , betapa kita syg tak kat mak and ayh kitee . hmp . dorg buadd  mcm tuh untuk tgk , mcm mane doerg bersusah payh untuk besarkan kite , but kite slalu kuang aja dgn mak and ayh kitee . hmp :( . sdey bhii :( . harap korg pon jgn laa kuang aja dgn your mom and your dad . korg jugaa yg berdosa nti . i want to say thanks to exco sbb daa menyedarkan diri kitorg selama nieh . thank you verry much . hmp . last kali , aku na ckp , orentasi asrama , mmg the best memory 2010 :) iloveyousomuch :)

hostel in memory :(

hmp , goodbye hostel . i will miss you . hhha . syg gilee na tinggal kan hostel . hostel laa bnyk simpan kenangan . gado manje2 , menangis , sambut birthday , kacau org , mandi same2 , tdo dgn senior . mmg best laa . but now , daa ta tinggal kat hostel lagi . ade masalah sikit . hmp , kenangan paling taley lupe , time kene dende kawat dgn kak ety . kenangan tuh paling best kott . smpai kol 1 kene . hmp . miss gilee time tuh . rase mcm na ulang lagi skali . hmp :( . but ta boleh laa . pade kwn2 semua . aku minta maaf klau aku ade kacu korang time at prep . hhahha . tido kat prep kene kacau dgn aku . sorry taww . umi , jgn buadd dorang mara lagi taww . jge senior . jgn lupe jge aku punye tuh skli . kau phm2 jela kan . to , senior yg amik spm taun dpn . i wish you good luck okey . do the best to get the best result . yg amik pmr pon , i wish you good luck . insyaallah , taun dpn mai dtg situ lagi .  hostel , mmg the best memory . slalu jmpe bnde ta elok kat aa3 , aa4 and aa5 . pling tkot dgn dorm aa4 . mcm2 aku nmpk . hahha . kenangan dgn f5 , time wat game ari sabtu malam . best gilee kott . nyanyi same2 , gelak same2 and mcm2 laa . hmp . the best form 2010 is , form 5 . spoting gilee kott . caring pulakk tuh . mmg best spe dpt senior form 5 . name senior f5 is , kak vee , kak faizah(kaklong) , kak eika , kak ety , kak pei syean , kak sue and the last kak shamini . senior f5 mmg paling best . nest gilee babi laa . paling spoting senior f5 , kak ety and kak sue . kak ety , paling caring skali laa . time aku dmm , dye sanggup jage aku . hahha . thank you kak ety . i love you laa . huhuhu . last kali na ckp . *KENANGAN BERSAMA DI ASRAMA* love you hostel , my friend and my senior . iloveyousomuch .

frienship never ends

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends
Our friendship has kept on growing
And ill be here with you to the end

You listen when i have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place

We cant forget the fun we've had
Laughing until our faces turn blue
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane - If they only knew !

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when i fall
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all

rindu my sis maria syazwanie :)

rindu wanie doee . lame seyh ta jmpe die . hmp , skrg dye ddk penang laa . jauh kott . haishhh . ssh na jmpe die . bila laa die na blik kl . hmp . daa laa die baik , spoting , suke dga masalah aku . mmg baik laa . thanks taww sbb jdi kaka angkat mai . hahha . hmp , rindu gilee seyh kat die . sumpah rindu . daa lame ta contact diee kott . hmp :( . *SESIAPA YG MENGENALI WANIE ? HARAP DOAKAN MAMA WANIE CPT SEMBUH . AMIN*

only one

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

(Music Intro)


Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone

(Chorus)
Here i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one (x3)
you are my only, my only one

Vierra rasa ini (Lirik + download)

viera-rasa ini :)

ku tak percaya kau ada disini
menemaniku di saat dia pergi
sungguh bahagia kau ada disini
menghapus semua sakit yang kurasa

mungkinkah kau merasakan
semua yang ku pasrahkan
kenanglah kasih..

Reff :
ku suka dirinya, mungkin aku sayang
namun apakah mungkin, kau menjadi milikku
kau pernah menjadi , menjadi miliknya
namun salahlah aku, bila ku pernah merasa ini

na nana nanana nana nanana

back to *  , Reff

sayang kat die lagi x)

ehem , aku still sayang kat die lah babe . but i know laa die kan dah ade yang punye . tapi , aku tak tau laaa mcm mane nak cakap nie . walaupon kau tak pernah tahu yang aku suke dekat kau , sayang kat kau , ambil berat pasal kau and ect . tapi tu tak penting laa . aku tahu , kalu kau tahu aku suke kau pon , kau mesti bahan aku kan ? alaaa , aku tahu laa aku nie sape kan ? tak kesah pon . so , tu yang aku malas nak bgtau kau nie ! hahahah . tapi skng nie , kau dah ade perempuan yang sangat cinta kan kau kan ? so , aku tanak laa rosak kan hubungan korg nie . aku just nak tengok kau dgn die happy , lagi pon perempuan tuh lawa , baik , comel . aku rase mmg perfect laaa utk kau , tak mcm aku nie . hihih ! hope you will always happy and remember me as your friends yaaaa . aku sayang kau laa . i love you . hmp . but we cannot love each other . kau ade die . so , aku ta boleh suka kat kau . :(

tak saba nak pegi penang :)

wahhh , ta saba na pegi penang . holiday at sane and gy rumah sepupu tunang . best siutt . sambil cuti , boleh tnangkan ikiran , and carik ehem ehem with my cousin and my sis . hahahha . bodoe je . hahaha , happy gilee na gi penang nieh . dpt kumpul dgn cousin semua . hahha . miss my cousin kott . hahha . my sis lagi laa , ta saba na gi penang . siap daa pack brg lagi pulakk tuh . huhuhuh . mmg faster gilee la die tuh . huahahha . aku belum pack brg agi . tatau na bwk baju ap . hahah . time at sne nnti mlm tuh , kiteorg plan na lpk . msti best gilee . ta saba siutt . i hope , pegi penang nieh happy .  amin . hahha . doakan kiteorg happy yea . thanks :)

bodo je :D

bodoe je . ade budak tue form*  . time aku kat ostel , die msg aku . die kate na gado dgn aku face to face dgn aku , and jgn bawak mem kau pon . aku na gado dgn kau jea . aku pon kate laa oke kan . then , die bwk mem dye and na gado dgn aku . bodoe je pompuan tuh . na gado dgn aku , but die bwk mem die ta fair lgsg . bangang sial pompuan tuh . nmpk sgt kau pengecut . haishh . nasib baik aku ta bwk mem aku . klau ta , mmg kau kne ar dgn mem aku . mmg kau bgi tau mak kau la kan ? hahhaha . ank mak doe . ape siutt . mcm sial . pompuan mcm tuh , sound jea . msty melalak punyee laa . hahah . blik uma , bgi tau mak . hahahha . nta pape laa budk tuh . harap muke jea gns . tpi , ank mak rupanye . hahahha . bulshit laa kau . daa laa , mls na gado dgn pompuan mcm kau doe . harap muke je lawa ? lawa sgt kea ? ta kott , mcm katak je muke kau . hati mcm babi . serupa je mcm babi  doe . nasib baik laa taun dpn aku ta skola kat situ lagi .daa menyampah aku , skola kat situ . sumpah menyampah gilee babi . errrr . lagi lagi , tgk muka kau . lagi menyampah . errrrrgggg !!

gado gado ! fuck !

fuck betul laa . aku ta carik gado dgn kau arn . asl kau , carik gado dgn aku . menyesal aku dclay dgn kau doe . babi betul laa . aku igt ddk asrama , dpt dclay dgn kau . happy laa . but bkn happy , mendrita kau tau ta . haishh , lps daa tade pape dgn kau . kau gi tau bdk kau , and budak2 kau jmpe aku , maki2 aku semua . tuduh aku mcm2 . mmg mcm babi la kan . pukimak betul laa . sumpah ddk asrama dgn kau mcm babi . fuck ar kau nieh . mmg tade hati langsung doe . mmg mcm sial . semua sala aku . pdahl aku ta buat pape pon kan . kau ckp aku buat cite laa mcm2 laa . pdahl kau yg buatt citee kan . eh , kau nieh knape ha ? bnde daa setle arn ? yg kau na cite kt budakk kau , phl ? kau na gado dgn aku . tpi bkn kau yg jmpe aku . mem kau yg jumpe aku kan ? pengecut la kau bodoe . na gado , face to face laa . stkat anta msg buatt ape ? baik ta yah gado . bodoe btul laa . ta gne otk langsung . pelajaran jea tinggi . tpi tade la tinggi mane pon . aduh . ade gak org mcm tuh kat dlm dunia nieh . pelik gile doe . aku rase kau , kene pegi , pusat serinti laa . baru laa kau boleh join dgn budak2 kat sane . hahha . bodoe punye budakk . fuckin shit . bulshit betul laa kau nieh . haishhh . mmg blushit .

kenakan kaka aku :D

today aku kenakan kaka aku . hahha . best gilee kott . aku bukak fb die and budakk yg die suka tuh tga online pulkk . aku wall and chatting dgn budak yg die suke tuh . aku ckp mcm2 kat die . hhaha . patu budakk tuh cakap *you cute laa i suke laa kat you* hahaha . aku pon ckp laa , i pon suka kat you jugaa . uhuhuh  . kaka aku tatau pon . klau die tau msti die malu gilee . hahha , die daa la pemalu . dgn laki ? lagi laa . hahahha . kaka sorry laa eh , aku kenakan kau . sbb slalunye kau yg kenakan aku kan ? kli nieh bia aku kenakan kau pulakk . hahahha . jgn mara taww kalu budakk tuh mintak couple kat kau . hahhaha . nnti kau tau laa ape yg aku ckp kat budakk yg kau suke tuh . hahahha . msti kau malu punye . huhuhuhuh . bia padan muka kau . hahahha . :D . best doe kenakan die . hahhahah . paz nieh , kau tgk aku kenakna kau ape pulakk :) hahahha . jgn mara yea kakaku sayangs <3 , uhuhuhuhuhuhu . chill ye babe !

sakit :(

today , aku ta sihat laa . aku dmm . hmp , my mom sruh mkn ubt .. but aku ta suke mkn ubt laa . euwww , ta sdp ouhh ubt . daa la phit . hmp . somebody help me ? aku tana mkn ubt . tpi my mom pakse laa . help me ? ade kaka pon , ta boleh pakai . haishh , aku  sruh ckp dgn mak aku , yg aku na kua jp . die kte kau ckp laa sendiri . haishhh , pns jea . hmp , nasib baik time tuh aku dmm . klau ta .......... haishh . hahha . sis jgn mara taww . hmp . :( aku rase mcm na muntah jea . pegi hospital , doktor kte , aku dmm pns . hmp . :( verry sad . hmp . nasib baik aku ta kena thn msuk wad . klau ta , aku lari jea . hahha . :) . hmp . pnt laa na tulis pnjg2 . ta larat laa . daa la tga dmm nieh . hmp :(

boring gileeeee :(

today i'm so bored . tatau na watpe ? na kua , tpi mlss pulakk . daa la pnas kat lua tuh . hmp . na text ? tade kredits pulakk . haishhh . na watpe nieh ? online fb . bosan pulakk . asyik online jea . mkin menyampah pulakk asyik2 online fb . huhuhuh . hmp :( . kawan ajak kua . but , i'm so tired laa . sorry mem . i taley join korang . next time kyte kua yee ! huhuhuh . tade mood laa pulakk na tulis pnjg2 . huhuh .

rindu die sgt2 :(

hmp , aku rindu die laa . hmp . tapi msti dye ta rindu aku . hmp . walaupon aku dgn dye daa break . but i'm still love him . hmp . but , we cannot love each other .die daa ade org lain . hmp . aku syg die . die syg aku kea ? hmp . msty ta punyee . sbb time aku couple dgn die , die permainkan aku . hmp . die couple dgn aku juz na main2 kan aku je . hmp . jhat gilee die . haishh . ape la aku nieh ? ta payah laa rindu die mai . kau dgn dye daa tade pape . kau lupe kan laa die . hmp . :(  . awk , sye daa ta perlukan awk daa . awk pon ta yah la ngaggu sye lagi . sye rindu awk ? awk rindu sye ? hmp . bia laa sye pendam rindu sye nieh . oke laa awk . sye daa penat piki psl awk . hmp . IMISSYOUSOMUCH <3

very funny !

hahhahahahahha , malam tdi dlmm pkol 12 aku mkn kt dapur . tiba2 zink kt belakang dapur terjatuh . aku terus lari msuk dlm bilik dan membawa nasi paprit . my mom , my sis and my dad . tergelak gilee2 . hahhahahah . aku igt kan ape bnde jea jtuh kat belakng rumah tuh , hahhaha , mmg klakar gilee doe . hahhaha . pecah perut aku malam tdi . seram daa aku na mkn kat dapur sorang2 , hhhuhuhuhu .

i have a dream :)

I have a dream

Of a special place

Called HOME

I have a dream

Of that special place

Where peace and joy

Fill the hearts of all

I have a dream

Of that special place

Where heart smiles

Shine through all eyes

I have a dream

Of that special place

Where caring and love

Are gifted to all

I have a dream

Of that special place

Where everyone has

Dreams come true…

life must go on :)

my beloved friend

hye fren ? you are everthing to me , kau nie baik sgt kat aku ! aku sayang kat kau ! kau selalu dgr masalah aku , bile aku sedeh kau mesti tanye kenape ? cume kau sorg je yg paham aku nie ! aku dah tak tau nak balas mcm mane budi baik kau nie , kau nie baik sgt ! aku cume takot aku nie membebankan kau je . yelah , tiap kali aku ade masalah or sedeh , mesti aku cerita kat kau so , aku takut lah kalau aku nie menyusahkan kau je . sory lah erk ? aku dah tak tau nak cakap kat sape dah , cume kau je yg paham kat aku nie , my fren yg lain . aku pon sayang kat korg jugak . korg pon byk bagi galakan kat aku time aku susah . aku sayang kat korg laa . tapi to my beloved fren nie , aku hargai ape yg kau cakap kat aku okay ? next time , kalau kau pon ade masalah , bgtau lah aku okay ? luahkan lah kat aku , mane tau aku bole tolong kan ? hahaha . i love you my friends , muahhhxxxx .

sick love :(

so sick . hmp :(

i hope i can be with you forever . 

it is very offensive :(

jyeahhhhhhh malaysia menang :)

yeyeyey , akhirnya malaysia mng juga . hahha . ioiveyou la malaysia <3 . smlm mmg best laa tgk bola . smpai tade suara . asyik terjerit jea . hahhaha . tpi mmg best gilee kott . siap main bling mercun lgi pulakk tuh . wahh , mmg best gileee . adik aku n cousin , korang mmg ta sia2 pegi . hahha . nasib baik malyasia mng . klau klh . kesian krg . huhuhh . aku mmg terkejut gilee yg malaysia boleh mng . aku tade la harp sgt malaysia mng or klh .. tpi aku mmg ta sngke gilee , mlaysia mng . huhuhu . papepun . nice korg main smlm . gud luck tuk pemain malaysia . hahha . ILOVEYOUMALAYSIA <3

benci die :(

aku benci kau seumur idop aku . aku daa mls na lyn kau . lepas nieh aku na tka num . yg thu num bru aku , family aku jea . aku tana ade org thu pon . kecuali . my bff . tuh pun klau aku na bgi laa . sumpah aku benci kau gile babi doe . aku rase mcm na kill kau jea . haishh , aku piki kau ank org jea doe . klau ta ? da lame aku bunuh kau doe . bodoh punye budakk . sia sia aku jdikan kau *tut* . betul mcm sial laa . haishhh . nasib baik aku jenis yg penyambar . nasib baik laa , kalu ta . mmg daa lme kau kne doe . aku dtg uma kau , aku kill kau kt situ  jea . sumpah , aku kill kau . mothetfucker laa . haishhhhh . kau mieh mcm like animal like human . aku rse tuh kehidupan kau doe . skjp bertuka jdi binatang , sekejap bertuka jdi manusia , hahahhahhahah . aku mmg taley thn dgn kau laa siall . bodoe !!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't stop thinkin bout him :(

hmp , i can't stop thinking about him . aku ta tau cmne na lupekan die . aku daa cube buang die dri idop aku . tpi , knpe ta boleh jugaaa ? what i want to do , to forget him from my life ? what ? god , please help me .  i want you erase him from my life . i don't want see him again . please help me . i don't know what to do ?  aku tana jmpe die kt skola and mane2 pon . aku daa skit ati gilee . aku tatau na wat ape lagi ? hmp . i want you know . i'm still love you until i now . hmp . :( . but we cannot love each other . because its very hurt from me . so , lebih baik , kyte tayah ade pape hubungan pon . kawn kea or bestfriend . i can't accept you again . sbb , kau daa bnyk buat aku skit hati . aku mmg ta ley terima kau lgi . so , i want you forgive me , if aku ade wat sla kt ko . :( . so kau jgn kacau idop aku lgi . kau pergi laa kat pompuan tuh . aku doakan kau dgn die bahagia . :(

hearbroken :(

time aku tga couple dgn dye , dye boleh pulakk buat palat . dye ade pompuan lain . mem aku ckp siap ckp agi , dye dgn budakk pompuan kiss and pengang tgn lgi  . haishh , panss jea aku dga . tpi time tuh aku saba jea . tana ckp psl bende tuh at dye . tpi makin lme , mkin mnjadi2 pulakk . haissshhh . stu hari nieh aku ajk dye kua . and aku mintak break dgn dye . dye terkejut . dye ckp , *np nieh , np tibe2 na clash ? you ta sygkan i kea , atau you ade org lain ?* aku ckp at dye . bkn i ta sygkan you or i ade org lain . tpi you yg ade org lain . so , juz go away from me . aku tna tgk muke ko lgi . then , aku yana ade pape hubungan dgn kau jugaa . die keja aku . tpi aku buat bodoh . hmp . aku sedih gilee kot. berat ati aku na lepaskan die . hmp . tpi na wt cmne kan ? daa terpakse . spe sruh dye wat palat at aku ? hmp . :( 

si die :)

time  aku darjah 6 . aku suke at sorg budakk nieh . muke boleh laa thn . kiteorg satu geng , study sme2 , rehat sme2 , blik pun sme2 . start dri tuh . aku daa mule sangkut at dye . mcm kaka aku . dye ske at sorg budakk nieh . tpi tana luahkan . smpai laa budakk tuh ade gf . bru die terhegeh2 at budakk tuh . hahah . aku cube na ckp at budakk tuh , tpi segan laa . heeee . satu hari , die na jmpe aku at padang skola .then , aku pergi . dye boleh pulak ckp at aku , yg dye suke at aku . time tuh , aku daa malu gilee . aku na tana kne laa ckp yg aku ske at dye jugaaa . hahhaha . klaka gilee laa . start tuh kiteorg couple smpai f1 . dye pena kiss aku time aku tga study dgn diee . aku terkejut gilee . nasib baik org ta nmpk . huhuhuhu . smpai skarg aku ta boleh lupe kan die . hahhah . nme budakk tuh . ade laa . biarlah rahsia . :) oke laa . aku daa penat na type lgi . byebye

myself :)

hye you all , i'm maisara . 14teen years old . i school at smk seksyen 11 shah alam . but next year 2011 i will studying in smk pandan jaye . i like to share about my life with you all . so , keep it up yaa . but , if you all do not like me you can see me face to face . hahah . kidding . okae that's a little bit about my life yaww .